I'm learning how to open up my eyes.
This past week has been so unusual. Mom even made a remark. She said I have been acting different. Not being the "same" Alexis, even some of my friends have said things too, more of in a worried sense though.
Today I heard from an old friend I missed dearly. I am going to visit him tomorrow and catch up. I have this gut feeling that tomorrows visit will affect me; But in a positive way.
It's almost time to graduate, my mind is racing with so many thoughts, I just want to get to the finish line already. It's like these laps around this race track are never ending, I'm getting tired but I don't want to give up. I'll keep myself at a steady pace, I've noticed that the ones who rush get tired more quickly.
I've been thinking more realistic lately, and to be honest reality is harsh.
But I plan on winning this race.
