Self-Explanitory

Lovely

Ice skating at the Promenade in Santa Monica was the cutest.
:D
Shopping at the Promenade in Santa Monica was the eventful.
:D
Taking pictures at the Promenade in Santa Monica was memorable.
:D

P.S.

I think you know the truth.

Controll is Far Past Gone

This secret I have is killing me.
I wonder if what I did was right.
No one knows.
NO ONE.
I did it for you, not thinking about what I wanted.
Killing me.
When in reality it should be killing you.
If you only knew.
The favor I have done for you, because I loved you.

DID I do the right thing?

Catching Up

August:
-My best friend and I got our first jobs together, haha wow this caused some commotion but needless to say it was boisterous.
-Not a surprise, we also got laid off on the same day too.
-Then, the best night of my life, Wednesday August 8, My brother and his wife surprised me with Radiohead tickets, off we were to San Diego to go see one of the most influential bands of today play live, we had yard seats, and they were so utterly perfect. Though some unappreciative people next to us felt it was appropriate to talk while Radiohead played, I surprisingly didn't let it bother me. I was hoping they would play Wolf at the Door but they didn't of course. Walking out a man handed me the flyer to Monster Massive, then it was off to the car which was a bit of a hassle, But not as much as the 2 1/2 hour drive trying to get out of the parking lot. Then on the radio, to top it off informed us that our main freeway to get home was closed, HA! Finally by 4am I was back in Chino Hills, Thank You! (Even though I hate this city). But my brother and his wife still had to get to their house back in Hollywood, Geez Leweez. Despite all the not so great stuff, it really was the best night....so far.

September:
-Nothing exciting enough to share.

October:
-My Brother and his Wife announce they're 3 months pregnant :DDD
-The 21st, My 17th birthday :] A gift from my parents, I'M GOING TO FRANCE!!! This is too much to handle.
-The 25th, Ha birthday weekend...Now this day was the best night of my life, for four years now I had been planning on going, and that night it was actually going to happen. About twoish Brett and Tiffany had picked me up from my house, my mind was turning to mush because of all my excitement. Down the street we picked up Dylan, he got in the car and we were off. Despite looking for parking for about an hour after we got there, things started coming together. We had four hours to kill until the gate opened, there were about 15 people in front of us in line. Finally, the gate opened at 7pm, walked under that sign that said Monster Massive, and we were in, I was in. Danced the whole night nonstop with Dylan and I at each others sides, I felt like I had springs on the bottom of my feet. Omg I am a loser! hahaha. I would write a lot more on this subject, no doubt that I can go on, but there would just be too much and I wouldn't want to leave anything out, which in that case would lead and leave not only me, others into some big trouble. To end this story, there are no pictures from this night. GOOD.
-A thank you gift to my brother for, well being my big brother I guess, haha. Me and my friend Emilio, I guess you can call him Fernando, whichever you perfer, created this poster for my brothers band, Tristessa, this in all took about four hours. Pffftt...
November:
-Quit cosmo school.
-These fires are devastating. I feel absolutely horrible. No way could I imagine losing everything I have, No way would I ever want to imagine it. My heart goes out to everyone who has lost something or someone, and especially to mother earth who has once again, suffered the burns on her terrain. I do not get it, why would someone do this purposefully?

Long Time Gone

I haven't been on here since my last post because I've been so busy. It's funny because I just finished reading my last posts and I think of how ironic they are. Recently I had just quit at Salon Success Academy, cosmetology school, it was about a week ago. I was so excited and suprised I had been accepted. About four months into it, I was noticing all the bullshit that goes on around there, ex: stuck up students, perverted customers, instructors who don't stand up for themselves, and most importantly a boss who goes on myspace during work but yet she only cares about money. So by the middle of the fifth month, I dropped, "EPIC FAIL" is what you can call it. But there were some perks by being at SSA, the girls that I got to know and love there, I will miss them dearly. The two that stood out the most to me, Gabby who is so beautiful and unique I love her presence and she was there when I needed her the most; Ingrid ha oh how I love her bubbliness and smile, she never ceases to make me laugh with the sound of her own. I've grown to love and respect them both. Though my heart is still into this profession, it's just not the right time or place in my life, struggling to keep up with school work, friends and family life. Then on top of that I'm trying to find a job. I don't even drive yet, this is redicule. To get you caught up (if your interested) I'll post my little big adventures in the next blog...