That Grandma says:
If a given rose starts to open up its petals, It means it came from the heart.
The rose Cory gave me for Valentines Day is doing exactly that.
XoXo
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Dream Moods II
-To see a tiger in your dream, represents power and your ability to exert it in various situations. The dream may also indicate that you to take more of a leadership role. Alternatively, the tiger represents female sexuality, aggression, and seduction.
-To see a lion in your dream, symbolizes great strength, aggression and power. You will overcome your emotions and/or difficulties. As king of the jungle, the lion also represents dignity, royalty, leadership, pride and domination.You have much influence over others. You need to exercise some restraint in your own personal and social life.
-To see a baby in your dream, signifies innocence, warmth and new beginnings. Babies symbolize something in your own inner nature that is pure, vulnerable, helpless and/or uncorrupted.
-Four denotes stability, physical limitations, hard labor and earthly things, as in the four corners of the earth. It also stands for materialistic matters. You get things done.
-To see a lion in your dream, symbolizes great strength, aggression and power. You will overcome your emotions and/or difficulties. As king of the jungle, the lion also represents dignity, royalty, leadership, pride and domination.You have much influence over others. You need to exercise some restraint in your own personal and social life.
-To see a baby in your dream, signifies innocence, warmth and new beginnings. Babies symbolize something in your own inner nature that is pure, vulnerable, helpless and/or uncorrupted.
-Four denotes stability, physical limitations, hard labor and earthly things, as in the four corners of the earth. It also stands for materialistic matters. You get things done.
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Dream Moods
-Peach is the color of innocent love intermixed with wisdom.
-To dream that you are climbing up a ladder, suggests that you have reached a new level of achievement. It is symbolic of prosperity, hard work and your efforts. Consider also the phrase of "climbing the social ladder" in which you have achieved a promotion, a higher status, more power, or an important goal. Alternatively, it may indicate meditation and prayer. You are setting forth on a spiritual path and higher awareness. Each rung of the ladder is indicative of a stage in your spiritual awareness. You may also be looking things from a different perspective.
-To dream that you are at a great height, signifies that you have reached one of your highest goals or objectives.
To dream that you are afraid of heights, denotes that you are striving for goals that seem beyond your reach.
-To dream that you fail to jump, indicates that you are afraid of the uncertain. You do not like change.
-Five represents your persuasiveness, spontaneity, daring/bold nature, action or the five human senses. This number may reflect a change in course. It is also the link between heaven and earth.
-To dream of wood, suggests that you are emotionless and feeling dead inside. Your behavior is too automated; you're just going along with the flow. Or you may be acting out without fully thinking things through.
-To see muddy or dirty water in your dream, indicates that you are wallowing in your negative emotions. You may need to devote some time to clarify your mind and find internal peace. Alternatively, it suggests that your thinking/judgment is unclear and clouded. If you are immersed in muddy water, then it indicates that you are in over your head in a situation and are overwhelmed by your emotions.
-One stands for individuality, individuality solitude, the ego, leadership, originality, beginnings, and a winner. It also stands for a higher spiritual force.
-To feel depressed in your dream, refers to your inability to make connections. You are unable to see the causes of your problems and consequences of your decisions. People who are depressed in their waking life often have dreams about being depressed. Pay attention to what is depressing you in your dream and see how it relates to your waking life.
-To dream that you are crying, signifies a release of negative emotions that is more likely caused by some waking situation rather than the events of the dream itself. Your dream is a way to regain some emotional balance and a way to safely let out your fears and frustrations. In our daily lives, we tend to ignore, deny, or repress our feelings. But in our dream state, our defense mechanisms are no longer on guard and thus allow for the release of such emotions
-To hear a bell in your dream, represents a warning or a call to order. The ringing of the bell could signal the beginning of something new or a way for your unconscious to prepare you for whatever is happening next.
-To dream that you are on a cruise, represents some emotional journey that you are going through. The dream may also be a pun on "cruising" through situations in your life with ease and little effort.
-To dream that you are climbing up a ladder, suggests that you have reached a new level of achievement. It is symbolic of prosperity, hard work and your efforts. Consider also the phrase of "climbing the social ladder" in which you have achieved a promotion, a higher status, more power, or an important goal. Alternatively, it may indicate meditation and prayer. You are setting forth on a spiritual path and higher awareness. Each rung of the ladder is indicative of a stage in your spiritual awareness. You may also be looking things from a different perspective.
-To dream that you are at a great height, signifies that you have reached one of your highest goals or objectives.
To dream that you are afraid of heights, denotes that you are striving for goals that seem beyond your reach.
-To dream that you fail to jump, indicates that you are afraid of the uncertain. You do not like change.
-Five represents your persuasiveness, spontaneity, daring/bold nature, action or the five human senses. This number may reflect a change in course. It is also the link between heaven and earth.
-To dream of wood, suggests that you are emotionless and feeling dead inside. Your behavior is too automated; you're just going along with the flow. Or you may be acting out without fully thinking things through.
-To see muddy or dirty water in your dream, indicates that you are wallowing in your negative emotions. You may need to devote some time to clarify your mind and find internal peace. Alternatively, it suggests that your thinking/judgment is unclear and clouded. If you are immersed in muddy water, then it indicates that you are in over your head in a situation and are overwhelmed by your emotions.
-One stands for individuality, individuality solitude, the ego, leadership, originality, beginnings, and a winner. It also stands for a higher spiritual force.
-To feel depressed in your dream, refers to your inability to make connections. You are unable to see the causes of your problems and consequences of your decisions. People who are depressed in their waking life often have dreams about being depressed. Pay attention to what is depressing you in your dream and see how it relates to your waking life.
-To dream that you are crying, signifies a release of negative emotions that is more likely caused by some waking situation rather than the events of the dream itself. Your dream is a way to regain some emotional balance and a way to safely let out your fears and frustrations. In our daily lives, we tend to ignore, deny, or repress our feelings. But in our dream state, our defense mechanisms are no longer on guard and thus allow for the release of such emotions
-To hear a bell in your dream, represents a warning or a call to order. The ringing of the bell could signal the beginning of something new or a way for your unconscious to prepare you for whatever is happening next.
-To dream that you are on a cruise, represents some emotional journey that you are going through. The dream may also be a pun on "cruising" through situations in your life with ease and little effort.
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Friday, January 22, 2010
Phew...
Everything that has been happening lately is not worth writing about.
Except for how wonderful Cory is & how much I love my friends: Lauren, Mil, Josue, Bana...
Love 'em, Love 'em, Love 'em all so so much
XoXo
Except for how wonderful Cory is & how much I love my friends: Lauren, Mil, Josue, Bana...
Love 'em, Love 'em, Love 'em all so so much
XoXo
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Sunday, December 6, 2009
NEVER
AGAIN.
Drink, Drink, Drink, Drink
Don't think, Drive
Kill
Get drunk a lot
And work 40 hours a week
Spend half your time
Hung over, sick and weak
Make sure to tell yourself that this is cool
And make sure to tell yourself that you have no choice
And make sure to tell your friends that they drive you to it
And that you can quit anytime
That you want, anytime
You can quit
Anytime, That you want
You can quit, Anytime
You can quit
Anytime, Anytime
Anytime, anytime
p.s.
MY 69TH POST :]
Drink, Drink, Drink, Drink
Don't think, Drive
Kill
Get drunk a lot
And work 40 hours a week
Spend half your time
Hung over, sick and weak
Make sure to tell yourself that this is cool
And make sure to tell yourself that you have no choice
And make sure to tell your friends that they drive you to it
And that you can quit anytime
That you want, anytime
You can quit
Anytime, That you want
You can quit, Anytime
You can quit
Anytime, Anytime
Anytime, anytime
p.s.
MY 69TH POST :]
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
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Think about how lonely and quiet space is.
Now think about how lonely it will be when eventually the sun dies and earth leaves with it.
Now think about everyone you’ve ever known.
Think about what peice of you they’ve met, what part of life you were in when they met you.
Think about what they know of you.
Think about every peice of you that you’ve given away.
Think about how we’re all floating in space
Breathe in, breathe out
Things are going to be okay.
Now think about how lonely it will be when eventually the sun dies and earth leaves with it.
Now think about everyone you’ve ever known.
Think about what peice of you they’ve met, what part of life you were in when they met you.
Think about what they know of you.
Think about every peice of you that you’ve given away.
Think about how we’re all floating in space
Breathe in, breathe out
Things are going to be okay.
Monday, November 30, 2009
Dream
1. To see sprinklers in your dream, indicates enlightenment. You have been able to shed some light on a situation or relationship. It also represents rejuvenation and cleansing. Those emotional wounds are beginning to heal.
2. To see a pole in your dream, represents security and stability. You always have something or someone you can lean on. The dream may also be a phallic symbol.
3. To see a dog in your dream, symbolizes intuition, loyalty, generosity, protection, and fidelity. The dream suggests that your strong values and good intentions will enable you to go forward in the world and bring you success.
4. To see a new house in your dream, indicates that you are taking on a new identify and developing new strengths. You are trying to be more emotionally mature about things.
5. To see green grass in your dream, suggests that there is a part of yourself that you can always rely on.
6. White represents purity, perfection, peace, innocence, dignity, cleanliness, awareness, and new beginnings. You may be experiencing a reawakening or have a fresh outlook on life.
7. To dream that you are walking on a sidewalk, represents your steady progress and direction in life. You may be moving on to new walks of life.
8. To dream that you are running with others, signifies festive and prosperous times.
2. To see a pole in your dream, represents security and stability. You always have something or someone you can lean on. The dream may also be a phallic symbol.
3. To see a dog in your dream, symbolizes intuition, loyalty, generosity, protection, and fidelity. The dream suggests that your strong values and good intentions will enable you to go forward in the world and bring you success.
4. To see a new house in your dream, indicates that you are taking on a new identify and developing new strengths. You are trying to be more emotionally mature about things.
5. To see green grass in your dream, suggests that there is a part of yourself that you can always rely on.
6. White represents purity, perfection, peace, innocence, dignity, cleanliness, awareness, and new beginnings. You may be experiencing a reawakening or have a fresh outlook on life.
7. To dream that you are walking on a sidewalk, represents your steady progress and direction in life. You may be moving on to new walks of life.
8. To dream that you are running with others, signifies festive and prosperous times.
Friday, November 27, 2009
Half Full
"And I-I, I wanna be you lover baby
I wanna be your girl
Blow a kiss and change the world, yeah"
I care way too much about you/this/us
to let my worries interfere.
Happy Thanksgiving.
Things around here are changing. I can't wait to see the outcome of it all.
Black Friday, work from 4pm-12am. Nervous.
New Moon was hilarious, so glad we didn't pay to see it.
Xoxo
I wanna be your girl
Blow a kiss and change the world, yeah"
I care way too much about you/this/us
to let my worries interfere.
Happy Thanksgiving.
Things around here are changing. I can't wait to see the outcome of it all.
Black Friday, work from 4pm-12am. Nervous.
New Moon was hilarious, so glad we didn't pay to see it.
Xoxo
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Dream
1.To dream that a computer has a virus or has crashed, suggests that something in your life that is out of control. It may parallel something in your life that has come to a crashing end.
2.To dream that you have been killed, suggests that your actions are disconnected from your emotions and conscience. Alternatively, the dream refers to drastic changes that are happening in your life. There is a characteristic that you want to get rid of or a habit that you want to end within yourself. Killing represents the killing off of old parts of yourself and old habits.
3.To dream that your ex-boyfriend is giving you advice about your current relationship, suggests that you unconscious is telling you not to repeat the same mistakes that you had made with this ex-boyfriend
4.To dream that you are in Paris, symbolizes your need for romance and passion. It also suggests that you are a person of distinction. You own personal experiences and knowledge of Paris will supercede the suggested interpretation here.
Yup, they all sound about right...
2.To dream that you have been killed, suggests that your actions are disconnected from your emotions and conscience. Alternatively, the dream refers to drastic changes that are happening in your life. There is a characteristic that you want to get rid of or a habit that you want to end within yourself. Killing represents the killing off of old parts of yourself and old habits.
3.To dream that your ex-boyfriend is giving you advice about your current relationship, suggests that you unconscious is telling you not to repeat the same mistakes that you had made with this ex-boyfriend
4.To dream that you are in Paris, symbolizes your need for romance and passion. It also suggests that you are a person of distinction. You own personal experiences and knowledge of Paris will supercede the suggested interpretation here.
Yup, they all sound about right...
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Despite The Lasts:
I got a job today at Vans today & I got my license last Monday.
There is a really good possibility I am working until 3 in the morning on Black Friday.
Co0o0o0o0oL!
I'm tired.
There is a really good possibility I am working until 3 in the morning on Black Friday.
Co0o0o0o0oL!
I'm tired.
Lay Down and Wait Like an Animal
My hopes are getting way too high way too fast.
I "hope" I'm not setting myself up just to be hurt.
In a way, I guess you can say I built up a suit of armor around my heart.
&
In a way, I guess you can say you kind of broke through my suit of armor.
I haven't let anyone in since...Well it's been forever,
& to be honest, I'm really scared.
Especially since we are in the situation we are in. I wish when I say everything is going to be perfect I can actually have confidence in what I am saying. I've been feeling really down lately, but just because I miss you so much. I'm tired of missing you, I'm tired of waiting.
Sounds stupid, but I need you here to know everything is going to be alright. I try and keep myself busy, to not think of you, but even the most ridiculous things remind me of you. I try not to talk to you as much, so I wont be so attached, but it only makes me miss you more. My chain is getting shorter, but I just want you home already.
I "hope" I'm not setting myself up just to be hurt.
In a way, I guess you can say I built up a suit of armor around my heart.
&
In a way, I guess you can say you kind of broke through my suit of armor.
I haven't let anyone in since...Well it's been forever,
& to be honest, I'm really scared.
Especially since we are in the situation we are in. I wish when I say everything is going to be perfect I can actually have confidence in what I am saying. I've been feeling really down lately, but just because I miss you so much. I'm tired of missing you, I'm tired of waiting.
Sounds stupid, but I need you here to know everything is going to be alright. I try and keep myself busy, to not think of you, but even the most ridiculous things remind me of you. I try not to talk to you as much, so I wont be so attached, but it only makes me miss you more. My chain is getting shorter, but I just want you home already.
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Friday, November 20, 2009
Your Hand In Mine
You remember that feeling you got when you're a little kid waking up on Christmas morning?
Well I cant help but feel like that every morning lately. It's the best. Knowing that each morning I wake up is one day closer to you coming home. The anticipation is killing me. Ugh! :D I cannot wait!
I know it's silly to feel this way about someone so soon & far away, but I can't help it. Everything just feels so right. I've never met a guy who has made me this happy before. It's so perfect, sometimes even confuses me, I have to rethink to myself, "is this even real?". After five years of knowing you, I never really got to "know" you, but I feel so lucky to be experiencing it now. I really don't think any other time would have been right.
So Thank You Cory William, for making me smile all of the time. You fill in the spaces.
XoXo
<3
Well I cant help but feel like that every morning lately. It's the best. Knowing that each morning I wake up is one day closer to you coming home. The anticipation is killing me. Ugh! :D I cannot wait!
I know it's silly to feel this way about someone so soon & far away, but I can't help it. Everything just feels so right. I've never met a guy who has made me this happy before. It's so perfect, sometimes even confuses me, I have to rethink to myself, "is this even real?". After five years of knowing you, I never really got to "know" you, but I feel so lucky to be experiencing it now. I really don't think any other time would have been right.
So Thank You Cory William, for making me smile all of the time. You fill in the spaces.
XoXo
<3
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Something (120)
Waiting for our food for 2 hours was the best! Pfft...
Fuck that dimmed lighting, overpriced restraunt. We got full off of chips and they stabbed the inside of our stummies!
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