My hopes are getting way too high way too fast.
I "hope" I'm not setting myself up just to be hurt.
In a way, I guess you can say I built up a suit of armor around my heart.
&
In a way, I guess you can say you kind of broke through my suit of armor.
I haven't let anyone in since...Well it's been forever,
& to be honest, I'm really scared.
Especially since we are in the situation we are in. I wish when I say everything is going to be perfect I can actually have confidence in what I am saying. I've been feeling really down lately, but just because I miss you so much. I'm tired of missing you, I'm tired of waiting.
Sounds stupid, but I need you here to know everything is going to be alright. I try and keep myself busy, to not think of you, but even the most ridiculous things remind me of you. I try not to talk to you as much, so I wont be so attached, but it only makes me miss you more. My chain is getting shorter, but I just want you home already.
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