Dream Moods

-Peach is the color of innocent love intermixed with wisdom.
-To dream that you are climbing up a ladder, suggests that you have reached a new level of achievement. It is symbolic of prosperity, hard work and your efforts. Consider also the phrase of "climbing the social ladder" in which you have achieved a promotion, a higher status, more power, or an important goal. Alternatively, it may indicate meditation and prayer. You are setting forth on a spiritual path and higher awareness. Each rung of the ladder is indicative of a stage in your spiritual awareness. You may also be looking things from a different perspective.
-To dream that you are at a great height, signifies that you have reached one of your highest goals or objectives.

To dream that you are afraid of heights, denotes that you are striving for goals that seem beyond your reach.
-To dream that you fail to jump, indicates that you are afraid of the uncertain. You do not like change.
-Five represents your persuasiveness, spontaneity, daring/bold nature, action or the five human senses. This number may reflect a change in course. It is also the link between heaven and earth.
-To dream of wood, suggests that you are emotionless and feeling dead inside. Your behavior is too automated; you're just going along with the flow. Or you may be acting out without fully thinking things through.
-To see muddy or dirty water in your dream, indicates that you are wallowing in your negative emotions. You may need to devote some time to clarify your mind and find internal peace. Alternatively, it suggests that your thinking/judgment is unclear and clouded. If you are immersed in muddy water, then it indicates that you are in over your head in a situation and are overwhelmed by your emotions.
-One stands for individuality, individuality solitude, the ego, leadership, originality, beginnings, and a winner. It also stands for a higher spiritual force.
-To feel depressed in your dream, refers to your inability to make connections. You are unable to see the causes of your problems and consequences of your decisions. People who are depressed in their waking life often have dreams about being depressed. Pay attention to what is depressing you in your dream and see how it relates to your waking life.
-To dream that you are crying, signifies a release of negative emotions that is more likely caused by some waking situation rather than the events of the dream itself. Your dream is a way to regain some emotional balance and a way to safely let out your fears and frustrations. In our daily lives, we tend to ignore, deny, or repress our feelings. But in our dream state, our defense mechanisms are no longer on guard and thus allow for the release of such emotions
-To hear a bell in your dream, represents a warning or a call to order. The ringing of the bell could signal the beginning of something new or a way for your unconscious to prepare you for whatever is happening next.
-To dream that you are on a cruise, represents some emotional journey that you are going through. The dream may also be a pun on "cruising" through situations in your life with ease and little effort.

Lay Down and Wait Like an Animal

My hopes are getting way too high way too fast.
I "hope" I'm not setting myself up just to be hurt.

In a way, I guess you can say I built up a suit of armor around my heart.
&
In a way, I guess you can say you kind of broke through my suit of armor.

I haven't let anyone in since...Well it's been forever,
& to be honest, I'm really scared.
Especially since we are in the situation we are in. I wish when I say everything is going to be perfect I can actually have confidence in what I am saying. I've been feeling really down lately, but just because I miss you so much. I'm tired of missing you, I'm tired of waiting.
Sounds stupid, but I need you here to know everything is going to be alright. I try and keep myself busy, to not think of you, but even the most ridiculous things remind me of you. I try not to talk to you as much, so I wont be so attached, but it only makes me miss you more. My chain is getting shorter, but I just want you home already.

You Did Not Press The Replay Button,

So do Not compare me.