Lover: 1

Ive Been Busy

My "boyfriend" (as of Dec 21) Cory is home!
This is the best December ever.

Your Hand In Mine

You remember that feeling you got when you're a little kid waking up on Christmas morning?
Well I cant help but feel like that every morning lately. It's the best. Knowing that each morning I wake up is one day closer to you coming home. The anticipation is killing me. Ugh! :D I cannot wait!
I know it's silly to feel this way about someone so soon & far away, but I can't help it. Everything just feels so right. I've never met a guy who has made me this happy before. It's so perfect, sometimes even confuses me, I have to rethink to myself, "is this even real?". After five years of knowing you, I never really got to "know" you, but I feel so lucky to be experiencing it now. I really don't think any other time would have been right.

So Thank You Cory William, for making me smile all of the time. You fill in the spaces.
XoXo
<3

Cheesy? I Don't Care

You do something to me
that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line
if I said, I miss you?

To know that you feel the same
as I do is a three-fold Utopian dream.

I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care
And, I miss You.


What is this?! I feel so different in the best way possible.

More Than Words

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets harder

I haven't been this content with my life in a while. I'm so happy I found someone so special, understanding and respectful, & not to mention completely handsome. I couldn't ask for more. I've been smiling non-stop and get butterflies every time I hear from him. The only downfall is the distance between us. But that can only make us stronger right? Oh, I can't wait to see whats in store for December! Come home already babez, I miss you oh so much! I could write so much more, but I don't want to make a fool out of myself.
<33
xoxo