Spiritualized

Don't know that band? Look them up. NOW.

More Than Words

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets harder

I haven't been this content with my life in a while. I'm so happy I found someone so special, understanding and respectful, & not to mention completely handsome. I couldn't ask for more. I've been smiling non-stop and get butterflies every time I hear from him. The only downfall is the distance between us. But that can only make us stronger right? Oh, I can't wait to see whats in store for December! Come home already babez, I miss you oh so much! I could write so much more, but I don't want to make a fool out of myself.
<33
xoxo

Azn Babiez

Dedicated to Davey:
Agagahahah! These are the best, when we get some mulah, I swear we will adopt one. ha

Paige, Jade & Kiana

^The best one^

http://www.aznbabyz.com/

For Stevie Wonder's Eyes Only

I feel good. I did what I needed to do for a long time. I knew he wouldn't have the balls to immediately respond. What a fucking joke.

This isn't a game but:
I WIN.

Phock

I want all of my piercings back. My septum (^^^), my lip, my gauges, my thing that I'm not even sure what it's called.
I want real tattoos other than my little at home ones. They don't fucking count.

I'm thirsty, BITCHES!

Halloweenie!

Just a few highlights of this weekend. Halloween is and always will be my favorite holiday. As always I'm super indecisive about my costume. So i ended up being Alice In Wonderland and Lauren was a Bear! The night before Lauren and I went and hung out with Jon and Stephanie. Went to a party in Chino with 400+ people which gotten broken up really fast obviously. Chopper came, followed by the pigs. So we ended up going to Nick's house and partied there. Had a few shots and Lauren was drunk as fuck. As always Jon gives the best light shows, ha. Since she couldn't drive, I drove Lauren to In-N-Out at 1am. Ha she ate it in about five minutes! Woke up so shitty the next morning. hahaha
Finally it was Halloween! Thank goodness. Before we knew it, it was already 3pm. I stopped being lazy and carved my pumpkin. I wanted it to be Hello Kitty. Super hard to figure out but I actually ended up doing it. Yay!

We started getting ready and turns out we didn't have a camera so we used film. Drone, Drone, Drone. Unfortunately no good pictures, because we used my phone.


Oh well, hopefully soon. So anyways, we met up with Jon and Stephanie again then Mil showed up. We went to Dom's house. The night started out slow but as soon as I walked in I saw Kenny and he handed me a beer. One obviously wasn't enough, so i had a few more and started feeling good. I ran into so many of my old friends it was the best. Dlo's band ended up playing and I ended up gettin battle wounds from the pit I wasn't even in. ha Some dewd 2steppin his brainz out comes and punches some girl while my arm is being burnt with a cigarette. It's cool cuz he was a babe and apologized, tahah.

After that, I just danced and caught up with David, Kenny, Dlo. Saw Seth too, & yes "I" did say hi. As I was making my rounds saying hi to everyone time flew by and next thing I knew there was only a few people left. So we dicided to head out. On the way home Mil's tail light was out and he was drunk, so of course there was a checkpoint on the way home, right? Again Lauren was too drunk to drive (hahah) but it's okay, I drive better drunk, I dunno why! All in all, It was a good two nights. I cant wait for next year.

Google: 2

Babe of The Day: 4

I will one day marry Brandon. He's like an orgasm to my eyesight.

xoxo

Google: 1

Babe of The Day: 3

Yummy! ha

xoxo

Oh Mai!

Mountain High opens tomorrow. Ahhhh So excited!

Too bad I'm nothing but a broke joke.


Oh someone please help me. This here is no joke, PLEASE!

Davey

Thank You so, so, so much! This is serously one of my best birthday presents!
The day it came out, I went to go see Where The Wild Things Are with Davey, Lauren and Mark. It was the first time Davey and I met (Or at least we think, ha), so he made me this for my birthday! If you saw the movie, you would understand. I wonder if Davey knows that that Max doll looks like him? ha


Aroouuuu!!!!

I Think I Deserve To Breathe Now

Hasn't anybody warned you that I'm no good? I break hearts boy. You know that Beatles song "You Like Me Too Much"? well...yeah, it's nothing like that song actually. Just the title of the song. I don't think I can handle it. Your way too sweet and our morals are way too different. I'm sorry.
You really are awesome though.

It's more like this 22 second song.


FUCK.

Johnston

The artist walks among the flowers, appreciating the sun, he does this all his waking hours, but is it really so wrong?

They sit in front of their tv, sayin "hey this is fun", and they laugh at the artist,
saying "he doesn't know how to have fun."

The best things in life are truly free, singing birds and laughing bees, you got me wrong says he, the sun don't shine in your tv.

Listen up and i'll tell a story, about an artist growing old, some would try for fame and glory, others aren't so bold.

Everyone in friends and family, sayin "hey get a job, why do you only do that only,
why are you so odd?"

"We dont really like what you do, we dont think anyone ever will, it's a problem that you have, and this problem's made you ill"

Santa Monica Pier

Went last night to celebrate my barfday with Lauren, Tristan, Dabbs and Jordan. Birthday bluntz. Almost dying from the super dry goldfish crackers. Lauren looking for the cigs when we had already found them, we were all just staring. TriStan getting lost in the bathroom. Almost crashing about x8675 times. Too much - Too little happened last night. Too lazy to type.

p.s.
I'm not done celebrating.

Uoy Evol I

I want a lover I don't have to love

I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk

Where's the kid with the chemicals?

I've got a hunger and I can't seem to get full

I need some meaning I can memorize

The kind I have always seems to slip my mind


But you, but you...

Thanks Josue (Joshua in Spanish)

Awesome records and shoes.

Is This Too Blunt For You?

I'm only waiting for the proper time to tell you
That it's impossible to get along with you
It's hard to look you in the face when we are talking
So it helps to have a mirror in the room

I've not been really looking forward to the performance
But there's my cue and there's a question on your face
Fortunately I have come across an answer
Which is go away
And do not leave a trace

My Friends

Are definitely better than yours.

hahaha >.<

I love you
xoxo

I wish

My ex-boyfriend would grow the fuck up. Sometimes, when people ask, I can't even admit to them that he was once mine.
I'm sorry, but the things you do/say and the person you are, makes me so ashamed.

I care for him so much and I really do wish him the best though.