Sex Symbols

I love them!


But that doesn't make me bad.
xoxo

The Fabric Of Our Lives

I want to raid Zooey's closet oh so badly! If I was a cancer patient in "Make A Wish Foundation", that would be my wish.

LET THE WILD RUMPUS START!

Finally! It's here. It's been longer than a year I've been waiting for this...

Babe of The Day: 1

Killer Babe!

xoxo

And Don't You ever Forget It...

LAUREN HAESOON ARRIETA,
You are my best friend.
You got that?
OK

Space 15 Twenty

Nevermind, I think I want to be Max for Halloween...

Sicky-Poo

But we still decided to go out...

WTWTA

"If the children don’t grow up,
Our bodies get bigger but our hearts get torn up.
We’re just a million little gods causin’ rain storms turnin’ every good thing to rust.”

I Can Be A Frog, I Can Be Anything I Want

I'll Fucking Prove It

<3

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I've decided I'm going to be Ziggy Stardust for Halloween...

Bwest Fwendz

Geisha House in LA.

Just because you can jerk, Doesn't mean you know how to dance...

I am in an exquisitely good mood....
Let's Dance?
:D

Different

I'm learning how to open up my eyes.
This past week has been so unusual. Mom even made a remark. She said I have been acting different. Not being the "same" Alexis, even some of my friends have said things too, more of in a worried sense though.
Today I heard from an old friend I missed dearly. I am going to visit him tomorrow and catch up. I have this gut feeling that tomorrows visit will affect me; But in a positive way.
It's almost time to graduate, my mind is racing with so many thoughts, I just want to get to the finish line already. It's like these laps around this race track are never ending, I'm getting tired but I don't want to give up. I'll keep myself at a steady pace, I've noticed that the ones who rush get tired more quickly.
I've been thinking more realistic lately, and to be honest reality is harsh.
But I plan on winning this race.

Note to Self

Be more careful with your actions.
Ha

Speechless

I saw Dylan today,
I didn't prepare myself as much as I should have.
I guess you don't realized how much you care about a person until something like this happens.

____

I don't know whats up with everything lately.
This past week has been such an eye opener for me;
But to be totally honest with you, I just want to shut them.
I hope this doesn't progress.

X-Mas

The sign on the church by my house makes me laugh hysterically.
"Merry Jesus Christmas"
Religion is just people failing to live their own lives. Yeah, you can call me a Nancy.
I'm just in the worst BAHUMBUG mood this year.
Gawsh. Sorry Guys.

Advice

Get away from me while you can.
I'm nothing worth your time.

Science of Sleep

Sleep Paralysis:

So about the beginning of last year I started experiencing these dreams where my mind is awake but my body is completely lifeless and can NOT move. Usually these dreams leave me with my eyes moving vividly with closed eyelids, demonic figures attacking me, and me trying my hardest to call for help completely distressed. This dream sequence of mine is so unbearable. It usually happens when I am sleeping on my back. My first dream like this was not as horrid as my more recent one's, I just figured that I probably was thinking weird things before I went to sleep or I ate something bad. The second dream was about a month later and I woke up in a panic and out of breath sweating. Crying and scared I was too much of a pussy to get up and go get someone so I just called my sister from my cell, whom of which was only the room across from me. I ended up sleeping in her bed that night and she told me I would not stop shaking in my sleep. After that dream I didn't have them for about 9 months, then recently last week I had two which weren't too bad but still left me stressed out. Then last night was the worst, I fell asleep upstairs on the couch and I was perfectly fine. Then I dreamt I was coming from my room going to the couch to go to sleep, which is well you know, practical. So there I was walking to the couch, and then all of a sudden the room got bigger so it was a longer distance to the couch. Once I reached the the couch I began to sit down when all of a sudden I felt a strong force pick me up from my neck while about three dark demon forces were attacking me while in the air. I could hear my parents snoring in their room so I started screaming mentally, but physically the yelling would not come out. "STOP! STOP! STOP!", was all I could repeat. I could feel my eyes moving rapidly, finally I woke up sweating, out of breath and teeth clenched. My parent's snoring when I woke up was in sync with my dream so it felt more like a reality. I didn't want to go back to sleep so I turned on the tv to watch Nick Jr. ha. Eventually I did fall back to sleep but only for about 2 1/2 hours. I woke up this morning feeling depressed and pissed off and more importantly my neck sore. I am afraid to back to sleep tonight, Wish Me Luck.